Monday, December 11, 2006
God answers prayers fast!
Thank you! That’s all I can say.
“Don’t worry, I’ll help u be optimistic again
Coz pessimism is a disappointment
U won't see the light if you're a pessimist”
“I promise na I’ll turn you optimistic again!
Before the school year ends”
Actually, I have no plans of writing an entry today but this pushed me into writing.
Am I that pessimistic? As I follow my footsteps, I remembered how different I was. I remember the days that I was like ‘him.’ People often tell us how we act the same that we’re like twins with the same attitude and moods. As I see him, I noticed that he didn’t change a bit; I was the one who changed. (Scary) I was deeply disturbed by his promise because I still can’t see the negative effects of being a pessimist.
I never asked him to promise anything like that. I’m scared of him. Because I hate broken promises and if the day comes that he’ll break it, (I’m already expecting it to happen) I might shut the door and never open it again. I’m preparing myself for more broken promises because someone already ruined my crystal clear record of accomplished promises. Someone really special broke a promise. It’s really hard to move on if you need to hate someone who once touched and brought ‘true’ happiness in your life. But God answers prayers fast! I can’t believe that God used the most unexpected person in the world to utter his answers for me. Of all people, him? I was expecting some one really close to me like Bea, Chrissy or the like but I was really shocked that God used him as an instrument for me to wake up.
God you’re the best! ^______________^
You truly do miracles!
Surviving the inevitable challenge...
11:10 PM
