I don't know what to say. This might be a burden that I will carry forever.
To know some one who seeks for your help yet he is the cause of your sufferings..
what can a smart woman do?
"I want to be a lawyer and be rich!"
This is my ideal lifestyle..
Be rich.. actually I already have plans for my income
1/4family, 1/4 for myself, 1/4 for charity, 1/4 bank
Yes, I want to live that way.. I dream of crossing the oceans but I never see myself working abroad..
In this dream world, I don't have a husband nor kids, just myself and my family
I dream big..
This is what a smart woman wants.
Yet,
recent events shook my life
I even lost track of time.
I almost fell in the pits of eternity because a stupid decision.
This is where I found out... I can also make mistakes.
What if your enemy asked for help?
will you help him/her?
if he is the cause of your pain?
will you still lend your hand?
if you know that helping him will cause you more suffering..
are you going to take the risk?
I know what is right and what is good
Sometimes, you can't do both at the same time
but I believe that if you do what is right, something good awaits..
I hope that God may bless me in this decision that I will hold..
for eternity..
